Glimmers of Hope, It Ends with Me- Jessicas Story
In this heartfelt conversation, Jessica shares her journey through addiction, domestic violence, and recovery. She reflects on her childhood, the search for acceptance, and the impact of her relationships. Jessica discusses the turning points in her life, including the loss of loved ones and the realization of her need for change. Her story highlights the importance of gratitude, support, and resilience in the recovery process, ultimately leading to a renewed sense of purpose and connection with her son.
recovery, addiction, domestic violence, gratitude, childhood, motherhood, mental health, personal growth, resilience, coaching
- Proud of small accomplishments in recovery.
- Gratitude plays a crucial role in recovery.
- Childhood experiences shape our self-worth.
- The search for acceptance can lead to unhealthy choices.
- Domestic violence often intertwines with addiction.
- Loss can be a powerful motivator for change.
- Support systems are vital in recovery.
- Gratitude can be found in the smallest things.
- Motherhood can be a driving force for recovery.
- The journey of recovery is ongoing and transformative.
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Finding Gratitude in Recovery
Finding Gratitude in Recovery
03:05
The Journey of a Recovery Coach
The Journey of a Recovery Coach
05:38
Childhood Reflections and Their Impact
Childhood Reflections and Their Impact
08:22
The Struggles of Early Relationships
The Struggles of Early Relationships
10:44
The Descent into Addiction
The Descent into Addiction
13:20
The Cycle of Abuse and Addiction
The Cycle of Abuse and Addiction
15:35
The Reality of Trafficking
The Reality of Trafficking
18:09
The Loss of a Guiding Light
The Loss of a Guiding Light
20:35
The Turning Point: Seeking Help
The Turning Point: Seeking Help
23:01
The Complexity of Domestic Violence
The Complexity of Domestic Violence
25:29
The Search for Identity and Acceptance
The Search for Identity and Acceptance
28:06
A New Chapter: Reaching Out to Family
A New Chapter: Reaching Out to Family
29:51
Navigating Domestic Violence and Its Consequences
Navigating Domestic Violence and Its Consequences
33:59
The Aftermath of Loss and Guilt
The Aftermath of Loss and Guilt
37:17
Turning Point: The Decision to Change
Turning Point: The Decision to Change
42:59
The Journey to Recovery and Reunification
The Journey to Recovery and Reunification
47:45
Building a New Life in Sobriety
Building a New Life in Sobriety
51:09
Finding Gratitude and Purpose in Pain
Finding Gratitude and Purpose in Pain
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Creators and Guests
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Jessica Pfeil
I am from Houston, TX but have been living in Muskegon, MI for the last almost 6 years. I struggled with drug addiction for over a decade, and I am also a survivor of Domestic Violence and Trafficking. This May, I will be clean for 6 years, and I have been free from abuse for 6 years. I have experienced CPS and the foster care system, but was able to regain custody of my son 6 years ago. My husband, who was also my abuser, passed away in 2018 of a suicidal overdose. I currently work as a Recovery Coach, but I also do Life Coaching and I am a contracted Police Academy Instructor for GVSU (Grand Valley State University) where I do Scenario based training for cadets that are soon to graduate. I also speak and train every 6 months for CIT (Crisis Intervention Training) Where several community agencies and individuals come together to provide information and educatioe of two ARCn to Law Enforcement and First Responders for Mental Health and Substance Use. I also speak occasionally at my local Domestic Violence and Trafficking shelters. Recently I have partnered with a private practice and a local SUD drop in center, onO's in our city, where we are helping bring more groups to the community and additional training to local Recovery Coaches.